&yes , im feeling really better now .
Thanks to the comforts and consoles from all my friends around me(:
But seriously , the pain is still there .
Scarred in my heart .
But oh well ..

Today's great ?
I managed to see WeiJie and RuiJing in school .
Then off i went for CDC .
Surely , today's another slacking session there .
&yeah , we played poker cards(:
shhhshhh ... its a secret ! =DD

Anyway , guess what im doing now ?
Im enjoying my life here .
Drinking starbucks Caramel Frappucino .
Hahahas . =DD
Jealous ? LOLS .

&Still , i wanna THANK all my friends who truthfully concerned me(:

Here I am , back from Malacca .

I dont wanna post anything about the trip at all .
I guess only Qianyun , Rachael and Henian should know the reason .
I dont have the mood to do so also .

In fact , not to dampened the others mood .
I managed to see some of my friends true colours .
I mean 'some' , not exactly 'all' .
I am really disappointed though .
&i think QianYun feel the same way too .

If i am given the choice again .
I will NOT want to go Malacca .
To have my trust fallen apart in some of my 'friends' .
Thats what makes my mood down the whole time about this trip .
&another 2 reasons dampen my mood too .

Oh yeah , did i mention that i cried cause of these 3 reasons .
Which hurt me so hard that i almost feel like dying .
That feeling aches as how my blood bleed .
Nothing can describe that .

As dumb as i am .
No one can understand this .
Even I cannot do so too .
Everyone's so happy about the trip .
I just cant tell them the real truth face to face on how i feel on about it .

If i dont write it down .
If i dont express it out .
I might suffer from depression .
Just like the way i did so too in the past .

&yes , my heart's officially dead .

Yeah , im going Malacca tomorrow .
So please dont look forward to any post in this blog till sunday ?

For today after school , we celebrated Teresa's early birthday .
The chocolate cake was like very thick , too sweet i think .
But oh well , as long as Teresa's happy ! =DD
&she had lots of presents .
hahahas , this proves one thing .
She IS popular .
LOLS . (:
My son was being tease by us when celebrating his 'meimei''s birthday(:

Not to mention that i rushed over to CDC today .
Only to wait for my senior alone for one hour .
Then he tell me one change in the CDC schedule and i am able to go .
RAWR ! @.@

Well , today my dad fetch Mr Bryan home .
LOLS ! he say he is tired and dun wanna go home himself .
Therefore , he asked whether my dad will send him home or not .
&my dad , of course will certainly agree .
Thus , my dad fetch him home .
I was quiet throughout ..
Yet my dad and Bryan spoke to each other pretty okay .
&my dad say he is a very that kind of outgoing person which is good .
LOLS . ("0)
Plus my dad said that he VERY VERY tall !
MUAHAHAS !!

&really , i like my new clothes bought yesterday(:

Here , I officially DECLARE that Henian and maybe RuiJing will never dare to sit beside me again since yesterday !

For the sake of my dardar , rachael , i had no choice but to sit beside that shifu cow for .
Then , i think , some of my friends are laughing at me and HN .
Well , i dont really care .
&of course , i continued to beat his back .
But before him , i beat ruijing's back too .
LOLS . =DD
Im really really bad eh ?
Come on ! We are at the Grand Audi once again watching the boring badminton competition .
Thus , i have nothing better to do then .
&my dardar kept looking at me and HN with caresse along with a HUGE grin .

&i also told HN that if i apologise for hitting him but i cant control it .
Plus i said that if i suddenly go mess up his hair , its because his hair is nice to touch .
So yeah . Overall , my reason was that(:

Then yeah , yesterday was another normal day for me to slack in class .
&i started to really enjoy CDC nowadays .
Maybe because im able to quarrel/debate with my seniors .
They are all very funny ! (:

For today , everything in class is normal .
&i kinda like Ms Chan's lessons more than before(:
Mr Ahmad actually let us draw manga .
Oh Gosh ! Manga drawing rocks .
Although im real bad in it !

&im dead for ART !
Its impossible to finish all by tomorrow .
Sigh ! I give up , but its included in SA2 right ?
DARN IT !

After school was the best !
RJ , JJ , HN were playing volleyball in classroom .
Then i film a video .
JJ the funniest ..
He did alot of funny actions .
Give different faces and imitating some of the teachers due to our request .
'Our' equal to Me , Sherina , Teresa and Florence .
If i left out your names , sorry about that !
Anyway , he was really funny .
Then RJ and HN were quite 'cool' as usual .
They did said some jokes but not as much as JJ .
But oh well , kind of get used to it about the two main supply for milk(:

Then i went Vivo City with WJ , Florence and Sherina .
Then poor Weijie was stuck with us girls .
Whereas i kept shopping for clothes .
But he today never 'zi-pi' !
hahahas . =DD
Good improvement for him .
Plus leh , he kept 'suaning' me and sherina .
Especially the poor Garfield .
Cause i help him too !
MUAHAHAHAHAS !!! =DD

Oh yar , when we go Vivo .
We took Bus 10 along with Teresa who stopped near Fullerton hotel .

Anyway , i bought two nice clothes .
I ROCK ?! =DD

&RAWR ! vampire is me(:

Of course , this was not drawn by me but by JingJie (told by WeiJie) .
Afterall , i am not so dumb to draw 'myself' (which i still refuse to admit that i am a cow) with a bull .
So just IGNORE that part of the picture .
Why , Thank You ! =DD

Mood went down more than before .
&it was due to the lack of sleep .
Got quite fustrated easily for today .
But oh well , this day is gonna be over soon .
At the time when Cinderella needs to leave her love one .

There were also happy stuffs which lighten my mood for today(:
&Rachael , who surprises me with a pair of skeleton earrings .
Specially and Dedicated to me ! =DD
Jealous eh ?! LOLS .

It was really beautiful and i truly appreciate that of thought and sincerity of hers .
&of course , it was my favourite picture - skeleton ! =DD

Oh yeah , HeNian will never ever dare to sit infront of me in Grand Auditorium .
&im sorry about that .
But his 'HOT' , soft back was an ideal thing to punch or hit on .
At least to me(:
Afterall , the opera we were watching in Grand Audi was simply too much of a bore .
Thus , i cant help but bother him and maybe Damien too .

Assembly was boring too !
&i almost fell alseep .
Closing up my eyes and waking up at the next instance .
By the way , the boys at the other end away from me were all closing their eyes , drifting to dreamland . (:
They all looked angelic for ONCE ! hahahas =DD
Julianna slept real comfortably .
The boys were looking at her once they were 'awake' .
I heard from Sherina that WeiJie and ZhangHong even imitate her sleeping posture too .
LOLS . ^^

Yes right ! We gave Sherina her very birthday present .
&although it was belated , i guess she wouldnt mind .
Or will she ... ?

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Speeches to some friends of mine here :

Starting out with OVERSLEPT for today .
&qian yun called me to scold me .
Me almost cry ... LOLS .
Im a strong girl you know . =DD

Then my dad drive me to Vivo City .
&seriously , this was my first trip there .
It was huge .
I was unable to meet up with QY , Florence , Joyce , WJ , ZH , JJ at a place .
So they came to 'fetch' me instead .
hahahas . I do have lots of face for them to fetch me eh ?

Then we spent like 10minutes to decide on where to eat .
&we ate Long John's Silver .
I dont really eat from that fast-food restaurant frequently .
So i ordered a Potato Salad and Chocolate Cream .
The Salad taste ... not really nice ?
But the Cake was GREAT !

Joyce 'asked' JingJie to drink up a cup of tomato ; chilli ; other weird sauces down .
&he did it willingly with ZH and WJ too .
They all like it !
Weird sense of taste the boys had been borned with .
I did not try it out but Florence and QY say it was spicy .
LOLS . Glad i didnt try out that stuff .

After the meal , we went to play the playground near by .
&I like that jumping / balancing machine .
It was so freakingly fun and interesting .
The boys had fun there too .
It seems like we were in our younger age , screaming more than the kids around us .
hahahahas .

We went to the pool at the fourth storey .
&a huge pool i must admit .
We played like mad , splashing one another with water .
ZH refuses to come down into the water .
But WJ , JJ and me decided to play with the rest after being persuaded by them .
Because all of us wear shoes .
It will be hard for us to wear back you know .

Anyway , we played really like little kids .
&maybe even worse than that .
LOLS .
I think i am the 'wettest' among the girls .
I mean i just get mad all of the sudden and splash JJ and WJ .
Then both of them work together to splash me back .
Making my whole clothes wet .
Yet , they got wet too . =DD
Afterall , its me they were dealing with .
LOLS . (",)
Then Mr Ong JJ really very ... .
JOYCE ! PLEASE GO DISCIPLINE HIM ! THANK YOU !

Cause at the end of the splashing thing , he shake hand with me , telling me 'peace' .
&meaning that we stop splashing one another .
But on the other hand , after saying that satement .
He splashed at me again , with him grinning .
RAWR !
But then we 'peace' the second time and he did not splash me liao .

All of us sat at the bench near the pool with our legs in the water .
&trying to dry up ourselves .
hahahas =DD .
Waited for at least half an hour for the clothes and hair to try at least abit .
Then ZH came with CJ over to our side .
CJ just came at that time for a short period only .
hahahas .

After the pool thing , we went to shop for presents .
&now i am officially broke .
I need cash !
To shop for more . =D

Oh yar , we went bugis too , after CJ left .
&ZH seems more like himself after that .
Cause with CJ , he always act guai . =DD
Then JJ go cut hair .
While me and QY went the baby department there .
We needed to buy presents . =DD

Then the rest met up with us .
&yeah , no difference to me for JJ's hair .
LOLS . I not only colour blind i guess ?
So we shopped there for presents for quite some time .

I saw some 'RA' secnes from JJ and Joyce .
&AHEM !!!
You know , i am such an innocence person yet i had to see those scenes .
Muahahas ! =DD

After that , the boys went home .
&florence too .
Leaving Joyce, QY and me behind to shop at Bugis street .
Some shops were nice there .
But we did not buy anything though .

We took MRT back home ,
&took some photos .
Hahahas . =DD
I chatted with Joyce quite alot after QY went down(:
LOLS . (",)

&by the way , this is the end for this post ! =)

1) Might/Have NEW changes :

I decided on a new style of writing today .
Kinda bored of my old writing style .
Thus , i will write on with longer sentences .
Bear with me for my nonsensical thinking . =DD
...

Next , i think i might change my blog's address .
Not really sure of the new address name though .
Any comments on this dumb decision ?
Sigh ! Anyone !
Just help me think of one nice one .

Finally , i wanna change my blogskin !
Cant really find one though .
A nice blogskin is left only a few .
Scattering in different parts of BlogSkins.com
hahahas . =DD Me talking craps again .

2) My Diary/Post NOW :

I went for my maths tuition today .
Saw TYJ once again ! hahahas .
At first , we were both quite quiet .
I guess we run out of things to talk eh ?
OR
I never meet him for quite some time thats why he was not used to it .
No matter what reason it was .
We started talking many things after those quiet moments .
&i vandalised his maths paper .
Well , sorry but i cant help it .
Im TOO bored at that point of time ! (;

&i did talk many craps to Sherina too .
Calling her Garfield out loud .
I also gave her a postcard .
Writting on the post card was :
1) GARFIELD
2) Mr. Gong
3) Luo Rui Ting (a new name to ruijing)
hahahas . cool eh ?
But she tear the postcard into pieces .
LOLS .

I guess i will do so too if she wrote things to me that is somehow related to Mr Chow He Nian !
Yes , i will not only tear the postcards .
I will also pluck out ALL her fur !
RAWR ! =DD

I ate McDonalds after school .
Weird but honestly .
I am kind of sick of McDonalds .
NONO !
Not because of Mr. Mcdonaghs .
Get that fact right !
I just ate McDonalds yesterday night and now my lunch too is McDonalds .
Sigh ! I shall start eating on KFC eh ?
hahahas . =DD

&i was supposed to be in east coast's arcade with QianYun and Joyce today .
But somehow the outing was cancelled . =((

Then i had my dinner at a place which i think is somewhere near/in bedok .
Nice for the pork chop i must admit .
hahahas .
Althought the lean pork was kind of ...
Hard to chew ?
But the Mushroom Soup was ...
YUMMY YUMMY !

Yesterday - a mixture of emotions day .
Early in the morning , i gotta bring my outing clothes to school .
Then i prepared on my music project presentation .
Only to find out that there were NO music presentation session at all .
To think i stayed up late till 3am just to do this dumb presentation and IPW's one .

Then after school , i went for this Malacca Briefing .
The boys only got three/seven went .
HN , RJ , WJ .
&two/six girls went .
Me and Florence .
But girls are better cause the other four never go cause of IPW's presentation .
Anyway , the boys kept laughing at Mdm Wu .
Calling her 'Meixian' with a soft , chinese accent .
LOLS .
&HN very funny .
He after the briefing wanted to ask Mdm Wu what he is supposed to perform in Malacca .
Then he dont dare ask .
Like TYJ ...
So in the end , we helped him ask .
Then after negotiating with Mdm Wu on what to perform .
He is to peform wushu on stage ALONE .
hahahahas .
The negotiating part is quite funny to me .

Speaking of IPW's presentation .
I was not really bothered by that little fear of mine though .
Although , i was kind of nervous when we presented .
Mr Remus and Mr Clinton were kept smiling with their teeth out !
...
I guess we did badly on it .
Hahahas . But nevermind .
The only thing i am angry with was a little conflict between our group after presenting .
It was absolutely not Rachael's fault .
Ee Shuen was a little overboard i guess .
Im not biased .
ZuXiang did supported me i think .
So yeah .

After this presentation , i went back class and chatted with Rachael lee while packing my files .
It was nice to have a nice after these recent days that had happened many stuffs .
Hahahas . I learnt many things from her !
Then we went to the GYM toilet and meet up with Julianna , Sherina , QianYun , Teresa .
&we changed into our outing clothes .
I was wearing a mini skirt and seriously feel uncomfortable with it .
Hahahas .
The rest were wearing skirts too .
Except TERESA - the special one .
LOLS .

&We met up with Yisheng in Bus 10 then we proceeded to Victoria Concert Hall .
I was darn thirsty at that time as i forgot to bring my waterbottle .
Sigh ! So imagine me seeing Starbucks at the time .
It was my life saviour .
I went in immediately and bought a caramel frappocino (should be spelling error)
But thats how it was pronounce as .
Oh yar , i added whipped cream too ! LOLS .
Then we passed in Fullerton hotel and went straight to VCH .
Then the rest came .

&WOW , everyone was nicely dressed .
Maybe exception for Damien .
Like what Joyce had said - a beach wear .
hahahahas .
The rest were really dressed NICELY !
yeah , even the boys .
JJ and ZX were both handsome yesterday .
At least thats what i think so .
JJ : He looks like some handsome JC student with one button out of his uniform .
ZX : He looks like a rich playboy by his dressing .
LOLS . craps of mine again , i know i have weird thinking !

Yeah , the concert was boring .
i almost fell asleep when the first event came up .
zzzZZZ . (",)
Then Joyce , CJ , JJ , ZH and Bryan skipped the concert after watching it for like only a few events ?
LOLS . The rest of the events were okies though .
Damien were like making hell lot of JOKES !
Then YS was famous in some events .
LOLS .

After the concert : Sherina ; YiSheng ; QianYun ; Rachael Lee and Me decided to walked to the MRT station with the boys .
But Florence and her parents - the angels .
Sent us to a nearby MRT station through lorry .
Okies , i admit it was not the first time i ever sat one .
But it was scary .
I mean i was sitting with my back facing the roads behind the lorry .
Only able to stare the other 9 of my friends within the lorry .
I admit that i am really quite bad with moving vehicles .
I can get car sick easily too .

&As i was wearing a skirt , i was kneeling down the whole time .
The REAL and ONLY thing i am afraid of during the whole trip was ...
Wanna know ? Ask me . =D

Anyway , damien and henian was like talking craps the whole time .
E.g. they say we are illegal immigrants and all stuffs .
Then dunno who kept on saying the cars behing me are going to bang the lorry .
Then i was unable to see anything behind me with my awkard position .
So i was screaming with QianYun .
Then Florence kept on quieting us down whereas Rachael was taking photos sneakly .
While , RJ and WJ was 'Zi-Piing'
LOLS . &my threat is YS , who was directly opposite me .
&my point is she have POOR balancing so she might just suddenly rolled over to me and we both were rolled down to the roads .
Hahahas . But in the end , it came out with a surprise !
LOLS . =DD

Im so sorry to QY , WJ and HN .
QY : i grabbed her hand while trying to balance .
WJ : I grabbed his knee when i thought i was going to fall backwards onto the road .
HN : I used his knees as support while trying to stand up to get down of the lorry .
SORRY TO THEM !

Then we took MRT and i was having a mood swing .
Although it change to a happy mood soon though .
HN went off without us (girls) saying goodbye with him .
But as for WJ , hehehe .
WE pulled him stops away from his supposed to alight station .
Then the rest slowly alight to their stations .

&im also sorry to Sherina for leaving you to go home by bus 3 alone .
Although , you chose to walk home in the end though .
My mum came to fetch me and bought for me McDonalds . =DD

3) A May/MayNot Confession :

Yeah , fine !
I had muster lots of courage before deciding to write this down .
So please dont laugh at me !

I admit i do like .
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CHERYL AND RACHAEL ALOT ! <3

Its true that i like them alot !
Hahahas , got trick by me .
You guys think i dumb or what ?

I know who the Secondary 2 classmates of mine were thinking .
Henian right ?
Please . I must clarify it now before that shifu of mine dunno scared of me till when .
To think he IS a male human .
LOLS . Im a bad disciple ?
But i think he really got quite affected by those rumours here and there .
So , somehow PLEASE try to stop it .

Especially WJ .
Call him Papa Cow here and there .
Then call me Mama Cow everywhere .
After that call yourself Baby Cow .
LOLS . makes me laugh sometimes !
Im not really bothered by it though , but he seems like .
So yeah , not only WJ should try to stop it.
EVERYONE ELSE TOO !

As for my Primary School Friends ,
Im NOT sure who you guys thought of when i purposely fake 'confess' to NOONE .
Afterall , it was meant as a NOTHING TO DO JOKE .
LOLS . =DD . Im like so Wuliao right ?
But yeah ! Gotcha !

To those Smart-Alecks who did not got trick by me :
I will trick you guys next time so ..
BEWARE !

&yes thats all for today , i wanna sleep ! zzzZZZ .

Nothing is in my mind now .
Maybe only for Malacca trip .
Able to go with my great friends to Malacca
Is something that makes me happy(:

I look forward to this friday + weekend .
Hehehe =DD
Dont ask .
Guess ! =DD

Its been quite some time since i blog .
Yet i have nothing to express out .
Weird . @.@

Sigh !
I have NO say .
I have NO speaks .
I have NO talks .

&indeed , nothing .

Is this supposed to be my mood ?
To cry for like 3-4 times when todays supposed to be the last day of exams ?
Im dead .
At least that im sure .
that all my results are gonna be poor .
seven shots .
ONE DEAD .
understand the meaning ?

maybe not only ONE DEAD .
BUT TWO ?
Geog was a failure .
TOTAL FAILURE .
getting a 50/100 is a kind of tough thing now .
Dont try to console me any longer .
Im already very pessimistic .
Theres no way thats change the facts .
For my poorly result in chinese .

Celebration to call for the end of exams ?
Well , certainly not for me .
IM DEAD !

&thanks to my nine Youthful , Really HIGH , Joyful , Jovial , Knowledgeble , Silly , Thoughtful , Freakingly Cute and Chubby sisters for consoling me . =DD

&to my great friends around me who comforted me: TohWei . WeiJie . Bryan . =DD

Yes , i recieved a chocolate ice cream cake .
In celebration of my last year's birthday .
Hahahas .
But still ,
THANKS AUNTIE !
&again , i wanna thank you for those snacks .
hahahas . =DD

Seriously , its been a long time since i have ever had one entirely birthday cake to myself .
Im kind of touched by the cake .
Really , Honestly .
&yeah , sooner or later .
The whole chocolate icecream 'QY' is gonna be in my stomach .
LOLS !

Oh yar , i had an intuition that shifu is trying to avoid me .
I mean you dont have to .
Im the victim too you know .
So just BE A MAN !
hehehs . =))

I can garauntee that i will soon publish a book as :
Confession of Jolene- the shopaholic !
I just cant get shopping out of my head .
SHUCKS !
I will be broke .
Sooner OR Later !
RAWR ! ^^

&i had mentally prepared a 'F' for ALL my subjects !
i cant have that focused back on studies you know !?
I give up !
I dont wanna go to any streams !
I just wanna passed ALL the subjects .
Is that to much to ask for ?

&im sorry for my straightforward character , which had hurt many of you guys ...

Another slacking day .
&Tohwei was not angry already ! =))
At least thats what i thought so ...
Which really made me relieved .

TW : WJ had really been a great friend to you . Treasure ur friendship with him . (:

Then for tuition .
I had been slacking there too .
TOO TIRED , YOU KNOW !
&Jiayi , are you trying to break the back cover of my phone ?
The camera side !
Hahahas .
Judging from the way you did .
You seem like you wanted to tear it apart .
hahahas .
but its okies lah ! =DD
Then i had really fun chatting with Jiayi , Rebecca and Dionis .
Most of the time with Jiayi .
Hahahas .
I showed the three of them the two sexy/slutty posed HN did .
Did i break our promise in not letting out information ?
I hope not ...

&ytd was GREAT !
I watch the Phantom of the Opera in esplanade .
It was COOL !
It was NICE !
It was GOOD !
It was EXCELLENT !
It was WORTHWHILE !
I almost cried at the last scene .
It was really sad to see how phantom breaks down .
He was a great guy !
Really , Truly .
Thats what i thought so .
However , as i am a literature failure .
I could not understand some parts (or maybe most) .
My cousin , who was really listening attentive to the whole story and the song lyrics .
Managed to figure out the entire story .
Which really amazes me !
But yeah .
He explained many points to me .
Which gave me a better understanding of the story .
Thank You ! =DD
I bought the mask keychain .
&hanged it around my phone .
LOLS .
I really really like the show .
It was really really worthwhile .
Especially how they do those effects .
The sound and light effects .
+the beautiful props they had wonderfully made .
It was so magnificant that i cant believe that i was watching a threatre .
Hahahas . =DD

&the phantom of the opera(: angel of the music .